Posted by Jay

bakit pa ko matatakot?


bakit ba natatakot pa akong sumagot?
nararamdaman ko kasi ang takot. lagi nalang un ang dahilan ko.
tao din naman kasi ako, tao lang. makasalanan. d karapatdapat.
pero, "Lord, Bat ako?!"

pagkatapos ng mahabang pagninilay at pagsasaliksik, ito ang natuklasan ko.

Noah was a drunk
Abraham was too old
Isaac was a daydreamer
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses had a stuttering problem
Gideon was afraid
Samson had long hair and was a womanizer
Rahab was a prostitute
Jeremiah and Timothy were too young
David had an affair and was a murderer
Elijah was suicidal
Isaiah preached naked
Jonah ran from God Naomi was a widow
Job went bankrupt
John the Baptist ate bugs
Peter denied Christ
The Disciples fell asleep while praying Martha worried about everything
The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once
Zaccheus was too small
Paul was too religious
Timothy had an ulcer...
AND Lazarus was dead!

pero lahat sila tinawag pa din ng Diyos!

bakit nga ba ako? hindi lahat nabibigyan ng pagkakataon na matawag.
hindi lahat nabigyan ng pagkakataon na mag apoy ang puso dahil sa Kanyang pagtawag.
pero ako, eto. damang dama ang apoy, nadidinig ang tinig, pero nananatili akong lito, nanatili akong isnabero, pinipilit na maging normal ang bawat sandali, kahit alam kong hindi ako makukupleto hanggat di ako sumasagot.

Nalaman kong habang lumalaki ka, maraming beses kang madadapa. Bumangon ka man ulit o hindi, magpapatuloy ang buhay, iikot ang mundo, at mauubos ang oras.


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aww father :( whatever maging decision mo we are all behind you okey? wag ka matakot, ang pagkalito ay hindi karuwagan. ito ay pagiisip kung saan daan ka ba tutungo. magandang umaga father :)

7:53 AM

I recently learned in Religion class that hindi lahat ng tinatawag ni God ay perfect.
Well actually He chooses those who aren't, he shows His mercy to this people.
I may not know you personally but then I know that God wouldn't fail you, things may not be clear, AS FOR NOW, but He will light your way. Just trust in Him.
God bless. :)

<3 precious grace

1:39 PM

yeine, salamat. always pray for me ha. bothered at confused ako sa mga panahong ito. kailangan ko ang prayers ng mga kaibigan. salamat.
:)

9:20 PM

princess! aw. maraming maraming salamat. nakakatuwa. at nakatulong ng sobra ang mga sinabi mo. alam mo, yung mga taong tulad niyo na nagtitiwala sa akin yung patuloy na nagpapalakas sa akin at nagtutulak na mas maging mabuti at nagpapalakas ng loob na sundin ang desire ng puso ko. princess, pray for me ha. salamat. :)

9:22 PM

my prayers are with you jay! wag ng matakot. God is with you. follow what the voice is saying :)

10:18 AM

hindi ko 1st time sa blog mo pero 1st ko mag comment.

i could totally relate sa posts mo. I did try to go sa seminaryo once but everytime na lang something keeps me from doin' it.

Lahat naman tayo tinatawag. Thats for sure, bakit ba tayo matatakot? its just that tao lang and sometimes sobrang kitid ng utak natin to really fanthom HIS plan.

guilty ako dun.

12:34 AM

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